slightly more before less

yo, here's a show in las cruces that we played... the flyer is crappy, i know, even gaby said so... but whateverz i'm stressed! all the pretty pictures that gaby and valerie took can be seen here! the crappy photos i took, the rest of awesome ones were the ladies... here's the flyer! it sucks i hate it!

there's a show tomorrow too, here's that flyer.. it also sucks... but not as bad... tiger hatchery had to cancel because of warrant/drug issues.. sux, they seemed fucking awesome! but we got to add resin cum! WHOOP!

that's it for now... way more cooler stuff coming... just later in time.. gotta get rid of the crap before i show the awesome! not crappy shows, crappy art.. the shows were awesome, the art sucked... my art sucked my art sucks....

the rabbits in a hurry and his pocket watch is on the fritz

i did this flyer like two weeks ago or something, the show itself was last week. but i wanted to wait on posting so i could post photos from the show as well.. my photographer, which is my old photographer (who came back from the grave) took some decent shots, which can be seen here. then i took my favorites and raped them which is below...

first the flyer...

this is the 1st flyer ive done with my watercolor pencils... i still need alot of practice so i can distort my art... my sister didn't like how the locals came out, but regardless... i think it came out nice...

and of course inverted... which wasn't as much of a hit though....

here's some of the photos from the event. all credit goes to joanna hernandez for taking them, i just took my favorites and raped them digitally so that they suck...

bogus started off... interesting as always.. this time i got to check them out.. whoo!

then resin cum played. ham was sporting a guitar and a pig mask. and it was OH SO INTERESTING! raddd....

then lasagna did they're magic. everytime i've seen them they've entertained me...

there are more photos and videos too, but i'm too lazy to post them... keep checking my upcoming projects to see what im doing.... more shit coming up soon... duddee... oh yeah the info... //info:peace, loving(boston)/lasagna/resin cum/cholas/bogus/2$ or donation/at the hideaway lounge (1012 raynor)//

complex (series two)

i'm sick... i feel like shit YO!!! and the only time i feel weak, and needy, is when i'm sick. i really need a girl to let me sleep in her lap, while she pets me... so i can get better safely... but alas.... nahh i'll be fine...

this is series two of "complex" the factory outside of anthony is on temporary hold (schedule conflicts) but these are the ruins of orogrande new mexico. a tiny village 80 miles between el paso and alamagordo. where the only gas station closes at 6 pm.. i've had unfortunate adventures there, here are my chronicles of them...

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thats it for now... a couple of flyers on the way... CHECK OUT MY UPCOMING PROJECTS.. see what i'm working on, with my useless life! 

fail II

1st some prose....

//nervous system youth//

and we sat there in my car and we traded stories. stories of love, loss, and woe. stories from years to weeks ago. and knowing that people have the same fucked up nightmares as you, makes things just a little bit better. seeing yr own weakness in other people, makes things just a little bit better. and i want to wish you the best, but i can't… the best i can do, is only slightly fucking hate you… but this will pass in time. laughing about things that break yr heart really makes me feel warm inside.  and all our memories are black and white photos yellowing with age.  hidden away in some locked file cabinet. only to be looked at in special circumstances. and little by little there fading to dust. and all i'll remember is the fucked-up-ness of it. just the way things were before, they'll be after. and that whole thing in the middle, those events and those things, they're disappearing fast. the history is getting fuzzy.  and like everything else, soon i won't be able to recall any of it...

ok... thanks for paying attention....

this is the second time we can't take pictures because its too late, but's it chillen... its funny seeing people from four years ago... to me thats a god damn long time... hahahahah... these first two photos were taking at work, but i think they perfectly fit the "complex" concept....

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...cell phone towers are my antennas to heaven...

and of course the best of the failed photos....

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ok... so what do you think of my photography style? i took all these photos on a regular digital camera then photoshopped em up a bit.... i know, photoshop bad... but i don't know anyone with a dark room, plus the film camera we got is on the fritz...  regardless, i like these... i'm gonna keep on doin em, wether you like em or not! ahahahahahah, ya jerk!

also, i'm doing the layout for the zine, i'm trying my hardest not to lose interest... c'mon bad feelings, where are you when i need you!!

"here's to new beginnings you fucks"

The worst part is over. The freezing rain. The crashing waves. The sick feelings of loss and abandonment. The weather is calm again. Bad feelings still reside within me, but theyve always been there. This chapter of the book is written and closed. And we're back where we started. Im trying my best to not wish harm on anybody, but right now for at least a little while longer, fuck you.... i'm a little disappointed in myself, for growing up and getting over it, because the bad feelings zine is still in its infancy. ugly feelings are my biggest inspiration for artt making. but i'm gong to try really hard to put this all together. so i can have a tangible peice of my bitchy (let's say, justified) human-ness...

ALSO!!! i was in las cruces being bored and i came up with a really cool idea for a zine! SEXUAL DRAWINGS!! i was thinking about aids wolf, and drawing gross headless naked women and men, and i thought! i should make a zine, and i invited everyone to join in! so far, this guy dusto, and miss valerie are going to submit some SEXUAL DRAWINGS!! you should join in too! hit me up! it doesn't matter how gay, weird, talentless... its all about weird sexual posses and bad feelings... whoo!

ALSO AS WELL!!! hey here's a picture of me... aren't i sexxxy

off to bed, stuff tomorrow! hopefully pt 2 of the complex series... gonna try to arrange the order of the poems for the zine thing (the bad feelings one, not the sex one...)

Fail

this was supposed to be the 2nd installment of the complex series, but it grew too late, and our camera's flash proved to be insufficient.  my old photographer moved to missouri to be candidate in the senate race, so i hired a new one. we're testing actual film camera's to see if the pros outweigh the cons. here are the two photos of our last attempt at a photography session.

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...factories and processing plants really inspire me. they're so dirty and massive. so straight and mathematical. just being near them leaves me gawking. to lay in the grass by the corrupted highway next to a polluting factory. sounds like a dream. that's some hopelessness i wouldn't mind having.

complex (series one)

as i was saying before i'm taking things in a different direction. i've really been trying to expand into photography. my old photographer died in a fire, so i'm trying my best at it... this is the first in a series... the title "complex" comes from the idea that this is human process, creation, change, destruction, and building.

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there is more to say about this, but for later... i don't have the will at the moment...

ps... i changed the name to complex, it has the overall concept in mind.. but better name...

best of the already awesome set of peppermint pony pictures!!

first off lets say thanks to joanna hernandez for taking these photos... 95% of the photos can be seen here. im going to post my favorites here, along with the videos.. there are a few that aren't here or there, but those are somewhere random on the internet.. just chillin around... lets begin kiddos...

ham started out the set and even with some mic problems he still fucking ruined things

after resin cum, heathers played. probably their last show for a while. (little joke: adam's black and thats why the amp is watermelon colored) they're set was also awesome...

and of course these tastey tastey tid-bits...  

then bogus played... i'm really sorry that we couldn't get any pictures of bogus, but we were watching the door. bogus is awesome, they were really inspiring, but the door kept us busy... side story... while sitting outside taking money and stuff i threw up.....

then count jeremy did his awesome mix of visual music. with dingle dancing the whole time

then peppermint pony played. he had a nintendo set up and people were lined up to play games while he entertained us all.. merry christmas...

and my favorite video of 2010!!!

awesome, and yet still the after party!

i love sandwich guy's tatoo... seriously one of only like 5 tats i'd ever get...

but randy ruined our moment with his drunk urination

so i helped him shake it off

but then i became the bathroom maid, and had to help everybody

damn that was an awesome show

the hottest dick of the night

yr pretty harley

yr pretty too dingle

absolutely radical show, that was the peak of january, then a downward slope.. hahaha... there are pics scattered across the web, if you want to see em tell me... and thanks again to joanna hernandez for the photo skills...